Spelling Trouble

I wake up very early in the morning to see if you’re still there
You sigh
Oh my gawd it was real?!
Last night happened?!
The magic we made,
The emotions you gave
The diamonds and jade….
That was all real?!
Oh no, I’ve got to call my girls
So they can encourage my fantasies made true
I slept with him!
I want to scream to the world
I slept with him!
Then I turn back in abhor
I slept with him…
I. slept. With. Him.
My best friend.
I risked all of our friendship
On one night’s adventure
Oh no…I’ve got to get up.
I need to get out.
He can’t see all my doubts
He’ll take it personal
Its not about him
I just regret this friendship sin
I gather my things,
Throw on my clothes
All I’m leaving is the sweet scent of good love
Oh no…I’ve got to get up.
I need to get out.
My ass just said love.